Patiently

Just want to update my blog before I doze off in a few minutes...Suka ngan my heading membawaku menulis dengan seberapa cepat malam ni. Well...Y it's that so...cos I love this words....I've learning from a year to be patience...and Today it's been paid off...BY CASH!!!. Gosh it's sounds cocky but I really really proud that I've totally change to a different person for the whole One year...It's that So?? Guess the only one that I've agree most is I have learn to manage my anger....Well as if you guys don't notice I'm a person that struggling with my own anger management. Alhamdulillah this year it's tone down a bit. I.. my self did not notice that I have learn it even from a very basic...Sometimes to be humble and down to earth doesn't hurt . It is just  that I've always ..always hear and listen that I'm to strict...heartless...perfectionist and really hard to accept failure......but Is that a bad things for our own self??...I have my own target....I have my own mission....so  I did this for my own satisfaction and to measure my own capability...therefore In order to walk through to the path that i choose....I lack of this words....but I have learn...Even from a scratch and hard way....

Thank you Allah.....every day and night I'm preaching those wonderful kalimah to make me realize that I'm only human being that can be hurt and sad.....Thank you for this joyful victory and I'm positively heading to 2011 with a brand new me and thanks for all those bad and good memories that make me who I am now and matured me with those experience that I can't buy or paid....Amin....

Stop being jealous about me....

Sebab:

• aku pun makan gaji gak macam korang
• Bukan bos pun
• Hebat sangat ker aku ni sampai korang jeles
• Tak baek busuk hati tak ke mana
• Stop pretending to be a good person kalau krg hati busuk
• Stop perli perli kat social networking pasal apa yg aku ada cukup2 la tu tak baek dosa!!
• Korang berlagak Saint depan aku tp ada perasaan "Tu" dlm diri korang, It's useless to be a santo kalu tak suci and tulus. Sembahyang 5 waktu pun tak guna...cuci hati tu dulu

• Tak per la kalau korang nak bagi pahala free kat aku....

Nota kaki : terasa macam kat sekolah pun ada gak, tapi ni yang aku rasa skunk...nak bercakap payah sebab aku ni jenis yang memendam rasa. Malas nak layan benda benda bodoh ni buang masa dan tenaga aku. Banyak benda lagi yang patut aku buat dari layan orang2 yg dok memanjang asyik cemburukan orang lain. Tapi yang aku tak paham tu, Alim ulama siap bleh nasihatkan aku lg kalu terlalai jap...rupa rupa hati busuk mulut longkang. Boleh ker macam tu....maaf ler yer aku bukan nak kutuk tapi aku rasa dia kene betulkan diri sendiri dulu then I can respect you....buat masa ni I still have those little respect jangan sampai aku hilang respect so you better watch out. Don't make me hungry for anger....

Cinta.....

Dec is around....bestnyer tapi at the same time, it's the end of the year. Well malam ni tak de benda sangat nak tulis, just some piece of mind yang nak share. Kisah Cinta, sounds klise kan...but it's not my love story...a special friends that always in my heart. Nak kata sedih dia nyer kisah cinta ni aku pun tak tahu nak comment apa cos I guess both party is really good in acting and hypocrite

Alkisahnya SI BF ni mamat cun and si Minat ni bleh  la  masuk dlm category cute. Tapi aku tak faham naper dia tak de sense of secure dlm relationship dorang. Mungkin Si BF ni nampak macam ala2 serius pastu at the same time sibuk usha minah2 lain. Maksudnya mcm takde komitmen dlm relationship dorang la. Well that one I can't comment so much dah memang natural talented hunter hang punya BF to darl...terima la kenyataan. So, dipendekkan citer, Si Minah sibuk nak meng ADD kan semua BF nyer friend list kat FB. Memula tu ktrg tak leh curious. For me if your not that close to me and just want to be my friend for the sake that I know UR BF than forget it la...wah sounds cocky ner statement aku tu. So aku pun reject ler friend request minah ni for the 1st time. Then after that, minah ni still lagi ngan aktiviti amal jariah nyer men ADD kan semua BF nyer kawan2 termasuklah my BFF. Mungkin tuhan nak bagi petunjuk, kebetulan aku chat with my BFF kat FB chat, terbuka la citer yang minah ni suka sentap2 kat FB tp tak tahu ke SENTAPan nyer tu untuk siapa only God knows ler. So rupa rupanya dia selama ini seolah olah ingin melihat dan ambil tahu history lama BF nyer. Minah oh Minah awat hang buat lagu tu...bukan ker menyeksa diri sendiri. Susahnyer kalau tak de kepercayaan dalam perhubungan, ni la yang akan berlaku. GF bertukar jadi stalker. So my Friend, I wish U Good Luck with UR darling GF yang mcm psycho . Jangan kitorang dengar suatu hari nanti Cinta membunuh pasangan dot dot dot....Well Love never mature...bak kata2 sang pencinta, Cinta kalau digenggam terlalu kuat ia akan mati dan jika digenggam terlalu longgar ia akan pergi