Merdeka.....Merdeka!!!!

Tepat kul 12.ooam semalam, kita menyambut Malaysia Independence day yang ke 52. Namun yang sering berlegar difikiran.....adakah kita dah betul merdeka...Secara lahiriah, reality, zahirnya mungkin ya...tapi kalau dilihat dari sudut pandangan gaban rasanya belum lagi. Oleh yang demikian mari kita fikirkan bersama sudut kemerdekaan kita ni.
Lama dah aku tinggalkan blog kesayanganku ini. Tak tahu nak tulis apa. Lagipun pada tika aku menulis ni i just lose someone that important to us. My granny just passed away on last friday.
Sedih ...memang tika INI pun aku masih berkabung. Well life must go on.......
One more thing i dont have any capability to write anymore. I lost those spark when i realize it's time to say goodbye to my inspiration. Sedih kan....I lost the masterpiece inside me......So gotta give me hell's right...Arghhh pusing!!!!

Hati Menangis.....

Aku rasa down sangat.Dahlah dengan kerja yang bertimbun plus he that i can't mention his name keep on embarrass me in public. Aku tak faham apa masalah dia sebenarnya. Dia benci sangat ker dengan aku atau dengan kebahagiaan yang aku miliki. Buntu!!!! Actually i really want to forget him totally from my life. What ever happpen before bygone be bygones. Tapi benda itu semua tidak ada dalam kamus hidupnya. His torturing me little by little, bit by bit and never ending humiliation....So i guess both of us got the ill feeling yang tak pernah luput but lucky for me i learn to accept the reality and move on but deep in my heart it's still hurt and it will be slowly drifted from heart and mind....

Here I Am.....

Here I am playing with those memories again
And just when I thought time had set me free
Those thoughts of you keep taunting me

Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew
Though each and every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside

So theres no sense pretending
My heart its not mending

(chorus)
Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just cant go on without

On my own Ive tried to make the best of it alone
Ive done everything I can to ease the pain
But only you can stop the rain

I just cant live without you
I miss everything about you

(chorus)
Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just cant go on without
Go on without
Its just no good without you

Dia yang terus menyakiti

I don't how to express it tapi selama kitorang jumpa balik ada jer benda yang dia tak puas hati tentang diriku. Man what is your problem. Aku rasa hutang aku pada hayat lepas ngan dia dah pun dibayar. Please.....ni lah akibatnya kalau mulut suka sangat say Hi pada orang orang yang dikenali. Cuba sekali sekala low profile. Mak .. tak tahu nak cakap apa sekarang ni. By the way, i'm waiting for my punishment. Something big nak settle kat luar ke atau apa. Pening kepala ni. Ni lah masalahnya kalau dah ada tanggungjawab. Benci....

Heal The World lyrics

little girl talking

(I think about the generations
and they say they want to make it
a better place for our children and our children's children
so that they they they know it's a better world for them
and I think they can make it a better place)


There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me

You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children