Aku sedih .. Hati menangis

Entah how should express my feeling. This week I was introvert from my surrounding.. Don't know perhaps my heart hurts and cried... But I need to be strong and I can't be weak for him.. Well I'm a good pretender afterall.. Hide my cry and shows my laugh... Seriously I need a shoulder to cry... Really a good cry but I know tis is for a good result. Be strong Nicky even it's too risky grab all the chances. I know you've been a strong contender. Stand still for tis one and surpass all you fear for you love one... God willing all the dark clouds will slowly drifted... I guess tis the challenge in life My Incik Hubby... I know you are strong and we can survive tis path together... Hopefully the operation will end with a good result as you been suffer for a long time... I really can't express my feeling in front of you as I need to be strong mentally and emotion...don't worry I will smile..