Saturday, January 2, 2010

New Year 2010, My Anniversay & First Love


We were both young when i first saw you......well for this fresh New Year i think it's not a good start for me. Exactly as 1200am on the 1st Jan, I've celebrating my 4th year wedding anniversary alone...I repeat myself alone. No one called husband to accompany me that night. I wanted to cry I wanted to shout i even wanted to scolded him but then i calm my self and tried to come back to reality that not every thing that we've arrange can be fulfilled as we wanted. I'm practically sad till now till this time also I'm still hurt. I know he did not mean too but because of his responsibility towards work make him do this to me. So what should i say " Hail to 2010" even I'm broken hearted....Well i guess I'm always unlucky when it's come to love... I hate Love....

Why I said that, First cut was the deepest hurt that I've felt. Both of us so lovey dovey suddenly just because a friend that really don't like our relationship I've to close the chapter of our love story....but thank god I've met my savior....guest the lyrics it's true I been so young when i first saw him and fell in love. But I'm being so mature when i met my Man and again falling truly madly deeply in love....Babe i know you never mean it and now i also know you trying very hard to fix my pain...but i still need a room to console my broken heart. Just give me a time and space...I'll be okay....

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