How I spent my weekends

This whole week is my 1st tym kerja 5 days a week so kebetulan my BF Turun Dari Sabah juga.. Ronda2 Kotaraya la even banyak kali sesat.. Dipendekkan citer banyak ler benda yg kitorang borakkan termasuklah citer Si Pakcik yg busy nak kawin. Alhamdulillah takkan nak pegang title bachelor 4ever kan. Anyway congrats my fren .. U have choose a correct decision.. Sunday plak layan kucing2 Kat Pyramid... Seronok!!

Aku sedih .. Hati menangis

Entah how should express my feeling. This week I was introvert from my surrounding.. Don't know perhaps my heart hurts and cried... But I need to be strong and I can't be weak for him.. Well I'm a good pretender afterall.. Hide my cry and shows my laugh... Seriously I need a shoulder to cry... Really a good cry but I know tis is for a good result. Be strong Nicky even it's too risky grab all the chances. I know you've been a strong contender. Stand still for tis one and surpass all you fear for you love one... God willing all the dark clouds will slowly drifted... I guess tis the challenge in life My Incik Hubby... I know you are strong and we can survive tis path together... Hopefully the operation will end with a good result as you been suffer for a long time... I really can't express my feeling in front of you as I need to be strong mentally and emotion...don't worry I will smile..

Puasa... Terawih.... Moreh..Cinta

Ramadan Kareem menjengah lagi tp dugaan Kali ni agak berbeza sikit Dari tahun2 sebelumnyer... Hurmm dlm tak sedar insyallah Dah 15hari org berpuasa... Sebut jer Bulan Puasa pasti buatku senyum sendiri... Banyak kenangan bulan yg mulia ni dengan diriku almaklumla budak hostel.. pahit, manis, masam & masin semua ya boleh dirasa. Agaknya tym student lagi aku ni mmg Ada masalah ngan anger tp tak perasan. Well kita sambung pasal kenangan bulan Puasa ni.. So macam biasalah budak hostel adalah merupakan org2 pelengkap Saf bila tiba masanya tuk Terawih. Wajib termasukla student Perempuan kecuali bila keadaan tak mengizinkan. Kalau tak demerits la.. So ahli rasmi adalah diriku... Dlm tempoh berpuasa tu.. Kiranya aku Dah Ada confirm petak and penanti & peneman setiap Malam balik Dari Masjid. Mulanya tidak person tp bila Dah kawan2 sibuk bertanya pergi ngan sepa.. Balik ngan sepa... Sibuk pulak Ada org ckp jalan berpimpin tangan tym lintas jalan... Macam2la... Aku?? Mcm biasa buat tak tahu... Entahlah nak Kat aku naive pasal cinta tak juga tp lebih kepada malas nak amik port lgpn manat tu 2 tahun muda Dari aku.. Kira junior aku la. Cuma dia tinggi macam galah so aku nampak macam dwarf.. End up gossip tu hilang macam tu jer.. Seriously aku rind Saat tu sbb dia baik & yg penting my safety is secure.. rindu bila ingat balik..okla aku sambung later. Bye!

My worst nightmare

Tepat pukul 12 malam sebentar tadi bertambah dah satu lagi angka dalam hidupku...tapi this year agak berbeza sikit...takde birthday wishes...huhuh drg dah lupakan aku...I'm invincible... jadinya aku sendiri lak mengingati aku nyer big day... Teringat time sekolah dulu..aku bleh layan lagu birthday sorang sorang and wish birthday tuk diri sendiri. Down sangat tym tu.....but the next day nyer kat assemble area tym balik aku dapat hadiah yg terbaek nyer...kawan2 buat aksi siram kat aku...End up orang tersayang pandang dari jauh..tak basah and tak mampu nak selamatkan dah...

So malam ni aku tak nak down gak....walau aku belum sampai ke tahap wish tuk diri sendiri tapi aku berharap dia tahu and notice that today is my big day...tp hampeh....so I guest to celebrate my day by my self is not that bad...I'm a loner after all

No Excuse

Assalam... Malam ni aku tgh try blogging guna my fon. Lepas ni korang nampak ler blog ni rajin berupdate yer Lagipun Dah lama sgt tak blogwalking melawat Rakan2 seperjuangan. Tp yg pastinya Aktiviti menulis dpt la juga diteruskan.

Ingin Ku bercerita

Dah banyak kali ku katakan pada diri sendiri...ok boleh la tulis lagi la...tp end up semuanya tertangguh, semuanya terbengkalai...bila la agakanya masa itu akan datang bila aku dapat meluangkan masa tuk ini....

Happy Birthday Princess and Happy Mother's Day!!!

Assalam


Dah lama rasanya tak menjenguk my fav walking dairy ni. Yalah wanita yang berkarier memang busy la katakan. Too make it brief and short, it's kind of too late for me to wish my baby gurl happy birthday. So It's a belated wishes for your birthday my darling love...It's been 4 years already and 9 month to be exact that she's attach with me.....from the womb till now grown up as bright little princess. Walau ada kalanya me and my husband too preoccupied with our works, we don't want her to be left behind....mama so proud of you.....

Since today is the celebration of all the mother's in the words....my greatest gift of all is to have you and to have your every morning greeting "I love you mama" as my best remedy and medicine to make through my daily life....Love my darling princes...Mama & Papa always love you...zutto!!! zutto!!! aisheteru....Sarang Chukahamnida........