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The image kind of look like teasing me...

Purposely put the Japanese Goodnight term in my posting this time. It been a while i guess. My passion in writing also stuck up. Don't know why but I'll try to configure it myself later. Basically why I like about writing ie..Short stories...novels...essays or even something serious kind of writing it's actually try to improve my own writing skills. Believe me when i said to improve cos my grammar and sentences is SUCK!!!. but I'm trying very hard to learn and explore more especially in Malay. Perhaps my environment or my upbringing is more to informal languages and English. I even can't speak my own mother tongue  " Shame on me". Hahaha right now I'm trying hard to learn from the scratch even if it's started with the hardest one. Will learning is fun and let's make even more fun day by day. The Vocabulary ...grammar..intonation....verbs...articulate "bla bla" are the things that I need to jumble up and befriend. Hahaha.....but not in English basically. In Bahasa....again Shame on Me. So I have to keep this in mind  that Everyday is my Malay learning days...That is why I love writing so I can improve my self day by day and I love languages....not only malays...my own mother tongue but other language all over the world....

Nota Kaki: Kawan2 blogger yang lain..Sila beri tunjuk ajar ye. Bukan nak kata I'm good in English or what. I'm in the same boat with those group yang 50/50 can understand...converse and write well. To say I'm excel in this language, nope I'm still in learning base...hurmmm quite confuse right so?? what language I'm good at, I'm also can't answer that. You guys can do the assessment through my writing.  

Twilight Prom Dance Final Scene

Nota kaki: dulu pernah janji nak post lagu iron and wine Flightless bird so tis is the song siap ada background twilight...enjoy!!!

Sad Story...........

There was
a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.
He was always there for her.

She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see
the world, I will marry you.'

One day,
someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages
came off, she was able to see everything, including her
boyfriend.

He asked
her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The
girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The
sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected
that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.

Her
boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her
saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before
they were yours, they were mine.'

This is
how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who
was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Life Is a
Gift

Today
before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't
speak.

Before
you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone
who has nothing to eat.

Before
you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone
who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

Today
before you complain about life - Think of someone who went
too early to heaven.

Before
whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who
walks the same distance with their feet.

And when
you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the
unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your
job.

And when
depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on
your face and think: you're alive and still
around.

Always foster an attitude of gratitude, it will change your life.

Nota kaki: tis poem base on chinese proverbs that share by my colleague in our company portal, it's really sad that make me realize how good my life is and should be grateful and appreciate....

Lebaran menjelang....

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin....Lama tak jenguk my blog...hurmm aktiviti seharian pack sangat. Well bulan baik hari baik ni marilah kita bermaaf maafan sesama kita. Hilangkan dendam kesumat yang tersimpan di hati masing masing. Buat sahabat sahabat baik jauh dan dekat, moga lebaran kali ini lebih mengajar kita erti sebuah kehidupan dan kesedaran di hati masing masing..Insyallah....

Demam Bola...World Cup!!! Glückwünsche aus Deutschland

Hals- und Beinbruch!" ("Break your neck and a leg!") orang dah habis demam aku masih lagi dalam fasa demam nak kebah, tup !! tup !! kat Metro..kecil jer kolumn tu...Phillip Lahm KAHWIN!!! gosh...sedih giler yo!! Frust ....happy....semua ada..Almaklumlah Die Hard Fan...Well anyway Congratulation Man...Hapy sangat!!! :(...

Glückwünsche für Ihre Hochzeit Lahm!!! harap2 lepas ni taknak dengar plak citer pasal Mezut Ozil nak kawen ..pengsan terus kawan...BTW, tadi google2 jap perkembangan tentang world cup yang lepas, terasa bangga jap ..walaupun Germany got the 3rd place...most of the big2 Club such as Manchester United interested in their player...Ura2 Lahm pun nak kena bid by Ferguson..hurmm alamak kenalah aku beralih alah...angin dan sebagainya...Dahlah alergi ngan ManU..tiba tiba nak kena sokong plak...apa kes ni.....Huhuhuhu sadis...Anyway Germany always in my heart..perhaps one day I'll be there...orang kat office siap cakap nak kalahkan Nazi ...germs..anything..but who care's by the way...The have stole my heart since 2006 lagi. Nak buat camner Cinta Pandang pertama Yoo!!!

My B-day ....present and more................

Congak2 angka aku dah sampai gak ke usia yg boleh tahan matangnyer...but for sure that I become more tougher ...stronger and stubborn....tak dela stubborn. Well this year aku dah tekad nak down under....low profile...under ground...maintain cool...tapi saban hari kesabaran ku asyik teruji...Setiap hari juga ku memuji and melagukan Nama Yang Maha Esa agar di tambah lagi darjah kesabaran dalam diriku...
Make it Simple...Let's people talk..bitching around and say whatever things that they wanted to say. Myself is always gonna be myself...tak kisahlah...We can't afford to satisfied all the people and I also don't wanna be hypocrite...Well aku bukan Peminat Kipas Susah mati untuk make sure that gonna have well treatment...Sometimes to be blind and pretender it an option but i choose to be my self.....

Mimpi..

It's been quiet a while since I don't update this blog...bukan apa busy. Well today not so many things yang nak share..just felt that I wanted to share something. Yelah kan dari penat tunggu Spain jaringkan GOL baek aku tulis. Actually tak de benda sebenarnya, cuma I just feel a little unconscious lately. Entahlah!!!! borak borak ni buat aku mengimbau mimpi semalam...tentang dia...ya Tentang DIA....

Dalam mentafsir mimpi ni aku lebih suka kepada pendekatan Psikologi..just name it Freud, Carl Jung ataupun Ibni Arabi sendiri menerangkan mimpi memilki amanat, pesanan ataupun risalah yang ingin diterangkan dari hati terus kepada otak dan otak aku mencorakkannya kepada pelbagai bentuk imej atau cereka..., So the conclusion for my dream last night..I Miss Him...and He Miss me too hurrmm tak mungkin kan...buat i guess my dream also about goodbye and a message to stop thinking about the past....Ni 100% accurate. I know even in my dream there's a gap that can't be merge together....Sadis to know about the truth....

Well...I learn very hard...I've learn from the scratch until I can be my self now. Perhaps I'm too self center...I'm too obsess...I'm too selfish that until I don't realize my surrounding... people...my friends...family and my love ones... perhaps this is a time that I need to be alert and cautious about everything....maybe that dream also an example for me to be more tactful and human next time...Sometime's too cool is not good at all. People will judge and think that my heart are made by ice that cannot melt even there's a burner inside....

So...my dreams let it be a dreams that I don't want to elaborate more cos I still need to learn and find what that it mean... even though it 's really hurt ...so deep inside...Well again REALITY BITES!!!!